...underneath the burnt kitchen floor boarding, were the scattered missing personal belongings that were reportedly taken by our "GHOST."...



From "Portraits Of An American Family And The Illusions Of It All."

What was lost/forgotten was found/remembered...


From ACIM

I reconize the shoes that were sticking out from under the sheet, it was John....I had a dream before his death that he was climbing a mountain and at the top of the mountain he met himslf  and he shook hands with himself as if an agreement was completed...




From~ Portraits Of An American Family And The Illusion Of It All.

I am a student of ACIM and last night I had a dream that a child was singing  to me the words "You should see how you look now." their was more to the song but I don't remember how it went.

I know to some this might seem strange but I am no longer going to call Sunday, Sunday I am going to call it and mark it as "Today."

The saddest day of my life: While other parents were picking out which college to send their kid to I was picking out  which coffin to bury my oldest in. John was a very smart kid, got good grades and he was a very good kid. He was kind to everyone.


       John C. Vasquez Jr. Sept 4 1977-May 6 1995

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