Monday, October 28, 2013
I had a very bad dream the other night about three horses. One horse was laying down between two horses. The horse on the right started eating it while the horse on the left watched, at first before it to stated eating it. The horse on the right saw me and was mad because I saw what it had done and started running after me to eat me too Deciphering the dream The horse laying down are my elderly parents and the horse on the right is my sister Nadine Heckert who murder them by over medicating them and the horse on the left is my brother Curt Heckert who stood by and did nothing about it and they both hate me for knowing what I know about them
Thursday, September 19, 2013
It's next to nothing in trying to get one of my children's story publish. I'll send one of them to a publisher and they'll disappear into the black hole. I'll never see the manuscript again and I'm tired of doing that so this children is going on my blog and let a publisher come to me.
This is what older me would say to little me.
Sometimes being a little child can be really scary. When your so small in a world of adults who are so big and tall and you don't understand them at all. You wonder why they say and do mean things to you that hurt you and make you cry. You wonder what did you do to them to make them want to hurt you. Why do they hate you so much when you couldn't hurt them if you tried. Your just a little child, just a little soul.
A Heavenly voice tells you that they don't really hate you at all and that you're really safe in your Heavenly father arms dreaming of a world that isn't real and the adults really hate themselves and if they knew what you knew that they are the dreamer of a dream in a world that isn't real they wouldn't be so angry or be so concern about the way of the world and that it has no meaning, it isn't real, it's all a dream and one day we'll all wake-up from a really bad dream and realize that we never left our heavenly home.
A Heavenly voice tells you to forgive them for the mean things that they did to hurt you and made you cry and to tell them that you love them no matter how much they try to hurt you. You'll love them to the end and maybe they wouldn't hate themselves if they knew that someone loved them too.
This is what older me would say to little me.
Sometimes being a little child can be really scary. When your so small in a world of adults who are so big and tall and you don't understand them at all. You wonder why they say and do mean things to you that hurt you and make you cry. You wonder what did you do to them to make them want to hurt you. Why do they hate you so much when you couldn't hurt them if you tried. Your just a little child, just a little soul.
A Heavenly voice tells you that they don't really hate you at all and that you're really safe in your Heavenly father arms dreaming of a world that isn't real and the adults really hate themselves and if they knew what you knew that they are the dreamer of a dream in a world that isn't real they wouldn't be so angry or be so concern about the way of the world and that it has no meaning, it isn't real, it's all a dream and one day we'll all wake-up from a really bad dream and realize that we never left our heavenly home.
A Heavenly voice tells you to forgive them for the mean things that they did to hurt you and made you cry and to tell them that you love them no matter how much they try to hurt you. You'll love them to the end and maybe they wouldn't hate themselves if they knew that someone loved them too.
Monday, July 8, 2013
My biggest fear and worries as I get older is keeping my brother Curt Heckert and his wife Denise and my sister Nadine away from me as they have no morals and are unethical. Nadine is just a monster. Curt has his own concrete business that he took over from dad and yes he's in the phone book yellow and white pages. Nadine has her own painting business so if you see either one of them run far and run fast.
Friday, July 5, 2013
The 4th of July
Finally I got back on my blog after not being able to get on it. But now I have something that I want to say.
I've known for a long time that being on SSI and SSA or being on any Government Program would generate a group of Whistle blowers in following me around and taking pictures of me when ever I was out and about. Suspecting that I'm really a healthy 20 year old impersonating a unhealthy 60 year old just to get all of the Government benefit's that I can and hoping to catch me as I unzipped this costume that I am wearing so that they can get a big fat reward in doing so, if so then you have witness the same thing that I have of my son-in-law abusing my Grandsons and endangering me and my Grandson by reckless driving with us in it and putting my life and my grandsons life in danger then shame on you for not doing anything about it.
I've known for a long time that being on SSI and SSA or being on any Government Program would generate a group of Whistle blowers in following me around and taking pictures of me when ever I was out and about. Suspecting that I'm really a healthy 20 year old impersonating a unhealthy 60 year old just to get all of the Government benefit's that I can and hoping to catch me as I unzipped this costume that I am wearing so that they can get a big fat reward in doing so, if so then you have witness the same thing that I have of my son-in-law abusing my Grandsons and endangering me and my Grandson by reckless driving with us in it and putting my life and my grandsons life in danger then shame on you for not doing anything about it.
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